Today didn't go school.At around 11am,i asked my maid to help me buy 2piece meal from KFC.
Lazy at usual. Then at around 2pm went to school wait for my friends.
Zehao they all had to stay back for bio. So i asked junjie,jason,xin ann,roy and xuan ping to go eat.
We went to eat EAT but it was darn bloody idiotic spicy . Rest of the day i should not post cause,it cant be told cause,we promised each other lol.
But for this whole day,i feel darn lost ... Probably because of her.
I don't know whats happening to me .
in front of her,i dare not talk to her cause shes always with her friends and its kinda paiseh :(
Only on the day i send her home. Its the best day i ever had . even better than CNY!
U can't be bought with money. Ur all i need ._. but i seem to be drifting away from u for these few days. It feel painful when u don't answer my call and reply my sms. During school yesterday,u replied one of my sms . but it was like the last. . . Today u answered my call for awhile ,then Zehao called -.- then had to hang up on u for awhile but it was like the last call too? ... Zehao called at a wrong time ... when i call u and it says "you have been connected to m1..."something something. i feel fucking hurt. talking to me awhile won't ... hearing your voice is enough. I want all this to end soon. but i just stop my feeling :( probably this is true feeling as i never felt so hurt before by a girl. No matter who she is. i never ever felt so hurt. just this once,i felt lost. No mood for anything too. It seems never ending. And i just darn ****ing love u. Censored please. toot toot toooot tooot tooot tooot. i remembers everything u said to me and told me. and the toot thingy was the funniest :)
You matter more than anything to me!
Labels: Im so darn lost
DESPERADO-[XiaoSpade] posted at 5:02 AM
